CRAZY times

Do you ever feel like you're on a ride going crazy and can't get off? That is what Jake reminds me of in this picture, and its how I've been feeling lately.

I know all moms get down and overwhelmed. I'm not usually a complainer, and I'm a big believer in every day starts new. For the most part I can make that happen, but lately I've just wanted to go down in my sewing room and shut the door for weeks at a time.

I feel guilty because I have a full time job so I should revel in spending time with my kids right? Which for the most part I do, but with the boutique around the corner I have lots on my plate and my creative juices are flowing. If I had the time to get everything swarming around in my head done I'd be a happy camper.

I guess I've got a few more years of this constant companions, so I've got to such it up and enjoy the time!  Even if I have to fake it for a few days til I get feeling like my usually happy self.

Even I'll admit its hard to stay down for long with these two crazy boys making me laugh all day long  - with a little screaming now and then thrown in from all of us!